I am backGasping for air, that will soon be gone. Wondering what will happen. I've acted without thinking. Not knowing that what they said in church was true. I never cared.I am back
Now I'm sinking into this black hole and I'm trying to get out, but the temptations. I just can't resist. It seemed so fun and cool, but makes me so weak. I slice my wrists because I feel it would make me feel better. But it makes me worse. I try to stop but it's so addicting.
"Oh Lord, what do I do? How can I overcome this?" I cry out. "Help me, please!" Help me!"
Suddenly, I see a light and I can breathe again. Wait, there's someone there,
I miss youI miss you.I miss you
I can’t stop thinking about you. It’s like you’re stuck in my head.
I think about you everyday. You say you love me And I know you mean it too.
But without you here I’m just dead.
I walk alone in town and run when I see someone I know. When I get to that one place where it all happened, I just breakdown.
My heart isn’t like it was before.
I always ask myself “where are you?” and “when will you come back?” I always end up waiting for an answer to come. Nothing came and it just crushed me inside. &n
.. House ..FatherI don't love him, not anymore. I don't love him, I've stopped for sure.Father
He hurt me and no one seems to notice. If they did notice, they wouldn't care.
It is as if I am transparent. I am nothing like my perfect brother, I think that's where I went wrong.
My feelings do not matter to him, nor do my thoughts. It doesn't hurt anymore, eventually you get used to it.
No one should ever have to get used to it.
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If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, it's yours. If it doesn't, it never was.
So no problem
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